I feel like I was so lonely...Even though I just have my best friend...I couldn't find my truly love one...Love Love Love...like boring...But,  people said is hurting...For the truly love ones...Hmmm...What I really want isn't love or boyfriend...What I want is soulmate or a special friend...I still couldn't find that...Even though is difficult...I will never give up to search him...I'll keep search no matter what for my lonely heart...It's hard to find this kind of people...Never mind.I wait till I found him...So be patient...Unlike my old one, heart's always feeling empty like no feelings...People might think I'm crazy or mad if I said it I am...That was my dark side...Feeling empty, nothing like full of darkness. I was so confused about myself. How can I feel the deeply part of feelings...Maybe I'm still not mature enough. Well, forget about all this kind of think...But, I'm worried of myself...Whatever! Unless I was in trouble...that's all. Let's watch Pucca! Pingu! PPG! Or whatever cartoon gonna watch!!! (Actually trying to get away from this worriedness) WHAT? I type this on my blog? <Published> ARGHHH....!!! (Dead)  LOL